there's something wrong with my laptop and i dont know how to fix it.. at least now it's sort of working.. i can access itunes and microsoft word.. which is basically all that i need.. but i miss the internet.. but i suppose it's good in a way cos then i dont waste hours and hours aimlessly surfing the net going absolutely gaga over stuff i don't really need.. well, i suppose i'll just have to head down to the malls more often instead - to compensate.. lol.. agh! i'll just stop shopping altogether.. haha.. i can ok! i know anyone who reads this will be like, "yeah right!".. haha.. well, i'll try my best.. like charlene said just now.. tahan now then shop when i get back to s'pore.. sounds good.. haha.. to make things worse, i'm sick as well.. been sick for a week already.. it's horrible! cos all the medication is making me soooooo drowsy.. and i have assignments to do.. i've got a very very very very long list of stuff to do during the 2 week break.. i have to finish all of that if i wanna go back to s'pore early.. i suppose that should be motivation in itself, but the list scares me.. it's sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long! it's unbelievable.. plus, i'm trying to train for stan chartered.. i know i can run the 10ks if i want to.. cos i've done it before.. but then i wanna work on my timing.. i'm happy with the time i clocked yesterday, so now i've gotta work on being consistent.. and it doesnt help that my knee hurts like hell right now! annoying! oh! and i met Jeff and Esther-Ann on monday for lunch.. was nice seeing them again.. Esther-Ann is as cute as always.. we bumped into Pastor Nick Resce in the restaurant! haha.. jeff said hi to him and then he turned to me and went "i know that girl".. haha.. hilarious.. the weather has gone haywire too! it was so warm on saturday i was in a summer dress.. and then now it's cold.. everyone's got their jackets on again.. i want the warmth to come back.. i wanna go to the beach and get roasted!! haha.. ok.. this post is really unorganised.. i'm waiting to get well.. and maybe then my laptop will get well too.. :) fingers crossed..